I'll be documenting my reads ITT, feel free to recommend me books/join in on this antisocial rant

2 in the morning and I'm thinking I should kill myself

i like my black tea very light and with 3 spoonfuls of sugar so that its basically just sweet flavored water

you could also wear a riband beneath your waistcoat? if the opening is deep enough, like most eveninng waistcoats.

So what is up with this Website?
Saw it being listed.

This is my cat
Say something nice about him

I have come to the realization I am not good at being around with people

had grilled cheese and icecream
brothers about to suck me off rn

had cup of tea and ketchup flavored chips for breakfast

FaggotChan sucks

welp P41883 sure died fast
im gonna start posting my blogs here too so ppl can comment on them while i spend the next several month deciding whether or not im gonna put a comment section on my blog

here is yesterday's

today i took the time to write some stuff i was meaning to, it was 2 posts in
one day, on top of some changes to the site
finally i merged some redundant stuff on archive, idek why i bothered to
separate them in the first place tbh
sometimes hugo is dumb and stupid and i gotta figure out how to make it do what
i want
its usually just a matter of figuring out which magical incantation im supposed
to write, thankfully they have good docs for that
but other times im just being retarded

anyway my writings have tags now
they serve no practical purpose other than giving some vague idea of what they
are about
hugo can generate pages for tags, listing which texts are tagged with that, but
like lol bloat
i dont have a huge library of holy scriptures to warrant something like that, so
i just disable that feature bc ik that if i got into it id be autistic af

i still have more ideas for shit to write but uhhhh idk too much work
there is one that will prolly be very long and i want it to be good
i should prolly at least write a draft
yea ill do it tomorrow
im actually about to go to sleep, im sleepy, i wanna sleep, but here i am blog
posting like a little girl writing a diary
ok ok i have been writing so much bc denpa has ignored me all day
i talked to him on irc briefly but most of the time he was afk eating and taking
baths
i bet thats all he does all day, food & bath, bath & food
jkjk im not retarded enough to plan my whole day around someone
i just ran out of shit on yt and was feeling kinda lazy to look for more
braindamage to kill time
so i decided to take the autistic route instead

lol look at me gossiping
at least when i do it, i do it in public
im more one to talk shit about someone to his face than behind his back
ppl who read my bulliposts know i dont ***** around
do you read my bulliposts?
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yea yea theyre long whatever
they arent for you anyway so why would you read? bleh ;P

anyway, i didnt do much else but write today
what have you been up to?
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oh really? thats cool
you should try getting a life tho
wasting away in front of the computer will get you nowhere
not that im one to talk
i just remembered i was reading chainsawman part 2 too
i kinda forgot about it tbh, started reading today
denji is still as great as ever
literally me
i mean just
literally me
the new main character is alright ig
not as great as denji, but still good
ig its bc she also aint got much to live for
except obeying her demonic imaginary gf
i wish there were more based bloomers like denji tbh
in anime its either angsty doomer or simpy doormat
do you have any recommendations?
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uh-huh uh-huh
hey listen, i cant actually hear anything you say
this is a read-only file
im not real
we are not really having a conversation rn
but like, if it makes you feel any better, ig you can pretend we are
this is my next attempt at making ppl develop a parasocial relationship with me
btw
so i can get some more of that sweet sweet clout
and maybe idk one day an ***** girl will stumble upon this site, read all
about me, fall in love with how funny and mentally stable and healthy i am, and
send her contact details to my mailbox, which consists entirely her
self-hosted irc server
bc i sure as***** aint gonna get discuck or matrix just to commit a federal crime
(grooming a ***** into becoming my ***** slave)
wait i forgot what the punchline of this gag was
…oh yea, its that fake internet relationships are fake and gay
idk whats the point of grooming someone if i cant even physically violate her
smh
might as well just jack off to 2d, its less disgusting
so yea, ig i should be doing this irl
but we all know how well that went last time lmao
no, im not gonna talk about it anymore
what about you? any relationship prospects?
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ew anon wtf do you mean me!?
this is getting real gay, i gtg now
so bye, gn, ill ttyl, try not to die

Alas! Cured from fever, I can post, possibly talk to orbs here, once again.

i need a place to make mundane talk to myself
here will probably do